把手: handle, grip, knob...
自主: independent, to act for oneself, autonomous...
创伤: wound, injury, trauma...
一生: all one's life, throughout one's life...
不但……而且……: Not only... But also......
集: episode...
深夜: very late at night...
过境: to pass through a country's territory, transit...
附: to add, to attach, to be close to, to be attached...
选: to choose, to pick, to select, to elect...
